For the past month or so, I've been feeling down, empty a little. It might have to do with people harassing me and trying to put me down, but also because I haven't been able to buy anything for my altar and so on because of a road trip i promised my friend I would go on with her.

I'm heading to all the coastal cities where witches had been burned from SC all they way up to Mass.

I want to meet a witch, still have only met teenagers claiming to be wiccans in my area. Theres a town in NC, i forgot the name, where there are a bunch of witches, but wont i look like a total goof if i knocked on their door and said, " Hi, I was wondering if you were a witch, and people told me you were, but i still want to know about the craft from someone who really is a witch, not a book." They wouldn't tell me anything, not really. Atleast.... i feel they wouldn't tell me anything about the craft. Isn't the whole witch thing supposed to be a secret thing? I say my life has been a pain trying to keep my secrets safe when it comes to my magic use and practices. But... i don't want to feel alone forever. I want to join a real coven, meet real people, and do things together. I feel like i would make the goddess happier if i was with others, and my dreams keep hinting to that too.

There is nothing like feeling the sand between your toes when you go to the beach, or feeling the breeze and the sounds the ocean makes early in the morning before everyone is awake...

There is nothing like the feel of the soft grass and dirt under my feet when i walk out on a warm spring or summer night, when the stars are glowing with their everlasting glory, and the moon dances behind the clouds, giving the scenery an eerie feel.

I can't wait for the summer, and I can't wait to go to the beach. I really can't stand to go into the ocean, but i love when it rains and no one is on the shore, they all run and hide in their hotel rooms, zombified near the TV sets... But not me... oh no, i love the rain. I love the cloudiest days. Sadly my eyes are super sensitive, i think that has alot to do with the fact that i have been playing video games like a superfreak since i was... i can't remember, its been that long. So cloudy days... misty, rainy, the BIG POOFY clouds are my fav, but... i kinda can't stand the sun that much.

The fresh sea food is going to bring my mood up. I love fresh red snapper( no pun intended) and crab. I LOVE CRAB CAKES! and butter=is a southerner(has to love REAL butter). Now I'm getting hungry.

Enough about Food! Myrtle beach and hilton head, oh and charleston better watch out cause im coming to your culinary schools to eat your foods and run off with a sore tummy! but it will be sooo good... dang im talking about food again. LOL

I want a cloudy day already... the sun hurts my eyes!

Who else loves cloudy days?

Hi, as you know there are still close minded people out there in the world... and we can't do anything to change their mind if they are not willing to open themselves to new ideas.

I have had countless number of christians on Youtube, argue with me about how i am going to hell because i do not believe in their God. What they fail to see or open their mind to is that maybe their God comes in many different forms. He came as a burning bush to moses, we see him there as fire, and a voice most of the time. He carried angels as messengers... Who is to say that in other countries all around the world that God did not come in a form other than the one Moses or the ones in the bible saw. In the bible, we see that most of the information is in the middle-east and that we do not see any evidence of god being in other places because they did not know the prophets who wrote the first bible.

We all know that the Romans killed the rising Christians/jews, for believing in a "god" that did not go by their gods names... Now this looks a bit familiar... about how alot of the Catholic christians in the medieval era killed others who did not believe in what they believed in. They used the Catholic religion to tell people how to live and what to do, it was a basic guidline you had to follow or there would have been extreme punishment. These people were scared into the Christian religion, for safety of their families and themselves...

Now that you can wonder that there is something divine out there that has created us all, it is us who interpret how and what it comes as, either a burning bush, or a tiny voice in your head that tells you to stop at the grocery store... and later you find out that there was an accident on your main road that could have been you.

No one wants religion pushed on other people, especially religion which tells you not to judge, but that anyone who does not believe in what you do will be punished, and that they are wrong. I would never push a religion on anyone ever.... even if it says in the bible that you were wrong yada yada... BIG NEWS EVERYONE! the holy bible that everyone reads was written by powerful men, men with flaws, just like you and I. Written in a time where women were dirt, where the poor people were dirt, and people were sold off as slaves...where if you were doing something that stood out from the crowd... you were considered possessed and evil. Get real people! quit trying to push a book and a belief system that was translated thousands of years ago from people who made mistakes...they were human, you are human, but do you want to be as close minded as they were?

I want all hardcore christians to come to my site, and read what i have said, so that they can atleast hear what I HAVE TO SAY! They can call me wrong, but they wouldnt know what is wrong or right, as long as i have faith and my mind... i will hold true to what i believe.

Why are there so many close minded people? Don't you think that this day and age, that more people would be open minded. Yes, maybe there are more people that are open minded, but i still say its not enough. I can be classified as bizzare, but who cares, why do you judge me, im a human, we all eat and crap, no one is better than anyone else. I'm talking especially about what people believe.

It's not ok to judge someone because they are Wicca, they automatically think you worship satan and sacrifice virgins... when they know absolutely nothing about Wicca, and assume.

Maybe this is the only thing that bothers me, but it shouldn't should it? I mean, its their ignorance...